i dislike this type of my mind

I just dont know what's going on of my mind
most the time i lose my temper, i really dont know how to control it
i always want to cry, why!? i also dont know
i really really dislike this type of me
i can get angry just a very little problem- -
if u ask me to cry now, i can tell u i can do it.
but i really dont want to be this kind of girl